So I had the hard realization that I am actually going to go through to apply for med school. After going into college a bit indecisive and slacking a bit in terms of studying my Sophomore year of college, I’ve finally weighed my options outside of medicine and re-evaluated what I truly want to do with my life and determined that I’m going through with it. Kind’ve feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of me just to be replaced by a ton of bricks. On one hand I’m relieved I finally have a definite direction. But on the other hand, it’s a long journey ahead. I really wish that I had tried harder in Orgo and paid attention in Physics instead of half-assing it yet still managing to pull off an A- in the class. It’s all about absorbing the information, people. Then the next wave of realizations hit me. The MCAT. While everyone else is just getting through college I have to get my act together and prep for what may be the biggest test of my college career. Finally learning a bit of discipline this summer…hopefully it’s not too late. Anyways, off to do some Insanity, then shower, try on some work outfits, and hop into bed and do some more MCAT research. Need to start hitting the Orgo 2 books for next year as well. Sometimes I wish life was a bit less complicated and easier to figure out. Anyone else with me?